Thursday, September 30, 2004

Weekend reaching!!

Syukur Alhamdulillah! I managed to pull thru for a day of fasting... Hopefully I will pull thru for another 30 days in the coming Ramadhan.. Insya Allah....

As hubbie had his D&D @ Suntec, I posted myself to Bedok Home... Break fast with mum as dad came back a bit late... Mum cooked daging masak kicap & sayur goreng den dad bought Indian Rojak.... I was so fulled after eating all those.. Plus I ate 2 pieces of durian... *burp*

Watched the Spore Idol...Ermmm...dunt tink I wanna comment..hehe.. Just wait for the result tomoro!

Hubbie fetched me around 11pm... Was told tat he did not win anything in the lucky draw... It's okay dear...Next year still got wat!! eheheh..

Now I'm chatting with Klopez...She's feeling so great & at ease now!! *wink @ Klopez* Good for you... Now waiting for the Day only... ;)

Well, I shall stop here for today! Have a great Friday guys!!! Enjoyy!! Byee!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Midweek Wednesday!

Today I woke up with a hungry tummy..Really hungry & it seems the weather is soo cooling and makes me wanna continue to sleep longer but wait!! My tummy is grumbling and I tink my baby inside asking for food!! hehe... So I ate some biscuits & drank a packet of soya bean... Just then, MIL called asking to meet her downstairs... It's a good news!! Meaning free food!! eheheh.. I bet she cooked Roti Kirai today cos yesterday she put off the idea of making it but I sensed today she will cook it!! hehe..

Met MIL at the next block... True indeed!! She really cooked Roti Kirai & Kari Ayam & with some salad... Once reached home, I quickly unpacked it and ate them... So niceeee!! hehe.. Now I feel like eating the roti kirai but inside with's a kuih ah.. Nvm, shall ask MIL to make it one of these days... Miss her roti kirai with potato actually...hehe

Spent my time reading, chatting, conferencing with the gurlz & folding the dried clothes... Hubbie came home a bit late today.. Laid out dinner for him & watch the Chinese Drama... My cuzzin, Nini, called to inform tat she be coming later tonite to bring her CPU tower down for hubbie to check...

By now kissy must be enjoying her D&D @ Suntec ballroom... :) Hope u win the lucky draw pren!! Tomoro will be hubbie's turn for his D&D... As Singtel is a big organization so they have to separate departments & split into 2 days... Too bad no spouses are allowed!! So I be posted to Bedok till tomoro nite!! hehe

Tomoro is Nisfu Sya'aban.....In fact it's already Nisfu Sya'aban rite after the maghrib prayers...Insya Allah I will try to fast for a day tomoro...I hope tat I will be given strength to fast tomoro & for Ramadhan... MIL called to remind both me & hubbie abt the deeds tat we can do tonite..

Just received sms from Klopez tat LeNNy's grandma had just passed away... :(

Salam takziah dari me & chip buat Lenny sekeluarga.. Tabahkan hati dan redha diatas pemergiaan nyai mu yg tersayang..Marilah kita sama-sama berdoa semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat olehNYA dan ditempatkan dikalangan org-org yg beriman.. Insya Allah... Amin!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Aching all over me!

Today I woke up with an aching shoulder & hands... I guess it's due to the samosa folding session yesterday...

It seems tat today my mood switch to the 'M' syndrome...I feel so tired...MIL called saying tat she did not cook today so meaning no free food...hehe... So I just cooked Sambal Ayam & Sawi Masak Oyster sos ...

Spent some of my time chatting with the gurlz as usual... Oh ya! Me & Bunnyz both watched the labour experience video online @ Baby Center.. It was scary... Kecut peyut gue sekejap tadi..hehe... I tink just now the topic in the chatroom mostly were abt conceiving & giving birth.. Nowadays I tink it's the IN thing talking abt pregnancies...hehe

OOps...I tink I better go now...Need to fried some samosas for hubbie & waiting for the 80an Gerek as it features Hail Amir... Hubbie is a fan of him especially when he sings Wajah Kesayangan Hamba .. *wink*

Goodnite!! Bye!!!

Monday, September 27, 2004

It's Samosa time again!

I'm taking a break in lipat-ing the samosa.. Tired mah!! 1 kilo of minced meat really a lot seh!! Dad just went back..He dropped by after his werk... Just wanna share with me & hubbie on the membership tat he gonna sign up... It's a Platinium Membership on hotels world wide... Up to 60% discount.. Urged dad to sign up cos it will benefit us too.. :D Hopefully we can plan to go somewhere in Dec..But dunno if by then I can still travel? Hmmm..

Today I just cooked Fried Bee Hoon plus nuggets... Spent the morning really lotsa emails & chatting in ewah2.... Now busy talking abt the upcoming chalet cum BBQ... Can't wait for the day!!

Oops...okay I better continue my lipat-ing session with the samosas..... Byee guys!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Slacking Sunday!

Woke up quite early today... Heated up yesterday nasi minyak & dishes while hubbie cooked Fried maggie... Watched Selamat Pagi Singapura...Then I lazed around on my bed till 12 plus... After Zohor prayer, I gotten ready to teach hubbie's nephew his Sec 2 Mathematics...Spent nearly 4 hrs handling his Maths problems....

Hubbie cooked Fried Rice for lunch... Today I'm off duty from the kitchen..At around 5 plus, we set off to MIL's place to return the CPU tat hubbie had fixed to BIL.. Relax there for few hrs before we went back home after maghrib...

Reached home, I quickly ironed hubbie's clothes & now time for me to rest... I'm sleepy but I tink I cud not get to sleep... :(

Have a great brand new week ahead of you guys! Byee!!

Saturday, September 25, 2004

My Lil' Joy!

This morning had my gynae appt... *grin* .. Yay!! I get to see my lil' one again.. Tis time Dr Aziz really focussing on the baby's features... Both me & hubbie were smiling & grinning all the way when the Dr Aziz explain which feature is which... Can see he/she cute legs & foot.. the eyes, nose & mouth...the the cutest part is tat his/her hand is like a waving gesture..Baby, are you trying to say Hi! to Mama & Papa?? hehehe... But tis lil' baby is real active inside..while Dr is scanning, he/she kept moving about...Auwww!! My heart melted when I see my lil' baby.. Dr trying to see the sex of the baby but it's not tat clear yet...So the next check up then we can know!! Will wait patiently for the moment.. *biggrin* the way lil' one weighs 175g as of today... :)

Hmmmm..I guess you guys waiting for me to tell you abt my blood test rite?? hehe.. I myself dunno why I'm so paranoid with tis blood test till I cudn't sleep a wink last night...Yesh! I did not sleep at all mind you! Crazy rite!! hahaha... And end result of the test = NOT PAIN AT ALL!! aiseyman... I werried for nothing lah!!!! Stoopid me! hehe

Bought our bfast at Eunos den proceed to MIL's place for awhile... After eating our bfast, we headed home... Watched Meteor Garden I at 12pm... By 1.30pm I dozed off... I tink I'm too tired... Woke up around 3.45pm with an empty, growling stomach... Sheesh! No food to eat.. Hubbie won't let me cook today...He tot of whipped up something but I then suggest tat we go to Hajah Maimunah rest at Joo Chiat... So after Asar prayer, we off to eat our late lunch.. Eat till our stomach really gonna burst..hehe.. Then we went to Onan Rd to get some karipaps to be brought back to MIL's hse as my SIL has long wanted to eat tis Onan Rd Karipap... Stayed at MIL's place till 7.30pm den we went back.. My sis came with big tapau of nasi minyak from my dad's cuzzin's place... They had kenduri arwah... I guess I'm to full to eat so keep it for tomoro bfast...

Now I tink I'm gonna sleep!! yesh!! I need my beauty sleep now!! *yawn* Enjoy yur weekend guys! Tata!! eh wait..before I take my leave, just to inform you guys tat The New Police Story movie is damn good!! Worth watching!! Just lurve Jacky Chan's move!! Fuh!! POwer!!!hehe

Share with you guys the scan pics of my Lil' one...

Left: Lil' one's side profile face wif his/her right hand saying Hi!
Right: Lil' one's tummy & legs

Left: Lil' one's head
Right: Lil' one's head & tummy

Friday, September 24, 2004

Am I scared?

Tomoro is the day!! Actually I dread of tomoro to come... Just bcos I have a blood test during my gynae check up.. Being 27 years of age, I have yet to draw any blood before... Except those BCGs & injections... But tis time, it really make me scared... I know it's painful but people around me told me it's just a few mins of pain... Just bear with it... So now I;m taking a deep breath & put a strong front and go for the blood test... I have to do it for my baby..Any pregnant woman can do it, so can I... *praying hard*

Today nuthing much to do...So mendak ah today... Lie down on the bed and read my book... hmmm... Feeling bored actually....

Hubbie suggested tat we go for a movie tonite.. Yeah! A movie date with hubbie!!! It's been such a long time since we went movie together... We gonna watch Jackie Chan's movie, Police Story... Too bad the 9pm & 9.30pm slot were fully booked so we had to settle with the 10pm slot...

Now I'm getting ready to go Tampines Mall...Thinking of where we gonna have our dinner.. hmmm... Okay shall stop here... Will update more on my check up & the blood test experience tomoro... Pray for me frens!!

Thursday, September 23, 2004

The Unsung Heroes!

I really had a good time watching The Unsung Heroes just now..It's been the best ever segment in Singapore Idol tat really glued us in front of the TV minus off the 4 gruesome judges.. Both hubbie & I watched it over at Bedok Home with my family members... We laff, we cried (the cannot tahan laughter tho') & we praised them... The Pinky Lady (Jocelyn) really tickled us.. With her pink outfit, she sang Yesterday Once More & being the joker of the nite.. She was cute tho' in her way of talking...The Careless Whisper guy with the "I thanks you" & "Mediacorpse" really burst us into laughter... It's really good to see Sadli coming back with his soothing song, Solitaire...He really touches our heart and he's the No. 1 Singapore Idol...I bet if he had not withdrew from the competition, he will be in the Top 12.... Anyway he's still as good as ever... Not forgetting Rosalina....She too has a good voice but too bad in Singapore, they not only search for a good voice but with a good package in you!

Enuff of tat Idol mania... Things tat I've done since morning..

  • check emails & chatting (morning)
  • Went to the new Giant Supermarket in Bedok (noon onwards)
  • Went to Bedok Library
  • Spent the rest of the day at my parents' hse..

Mum cooked stew (sup daging), bagedil, sambal belachan & fried chicken.. Dad bought me 3 more bottles of Qoo Peach from Batam last Sat when he went to visit my Pak Long's hse..

Oops..I need my bath now...Will be back tomoro... Have a great Friday!! Papai!!!

Pssst!!! For Ari Wibowo's fans, do grab the newest issue of Majalah Manja out in store now!! Just got mine in the letterbox..He's soooo cute...So Hengsem!! auwwww!!!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Groggy Wednesday!

Woke up early today as I wanted to follow hubbie to buy bfast at the coffeeshop nearby.. Bought Mee Goreng plus Bagedil... Den hubbie off to werk while I went back... Switched on VCD, Bicara Hati, while eating my bfast.. So-so only lah the story..Cam merepek pon ada... Anyway it's the first appearance of tat Nick Mikhail from Spore... After watching the VCD, I tot I wanna take a nap but eyes cudn't shut as usual... Didn't sleep well last nite actually... So I logged on to my PC to check emails... Suddenly I felt so sleepy..Off I went to sleep on my bed...

Woke up to realise tat it's 12.20pm.. MIL called asking to meet her later as she cooked Kuah Lada & Sambal Ikan Bilis Kacang Tanah... Quickly washed up den meet her downstairs... Reached home, I cooked rice so tat I can have my lunch.. Then I logged on to the chatroom to catch up with the rest...

Mid-afternoon, I started to do house cleaning....Suddenly my head is spinning... So I went to lie down w/o realising I slept again... But after I woke up I feel much better...

Now waiting for hubbie to come home... Gonna watch the TV now... Byee...

2 days to blood test! Goshh!! I'm scared!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

A Fatal Misunderstanding!

Got it from her & I tot I shud share with you guys as it's really a meaningful story & will bring you to tears... I know it's a long story but I hope you will spare a few mins of yur time to read it.. I believe there will be lessons to learn in tis story...

This is a true story, taken from "Family" (dictated by LD, edited by LSX, translated by SaFe)

Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, everything became too late.

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree.You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.

I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant some greeneries. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother."

Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to rest on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets. And whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat the flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better."Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it."

Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever I came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, and I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it. Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it." There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast. In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial __expression is always like the darkclouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot ofnoise with it as her silent protest. As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and is exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional work for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on,and that resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash they again.

One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak tome for that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute,but he totally ignored me. I got mad and asked him: What did I do wrong?"Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"

After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please. In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work.

That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alonein tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I couldn't. I threw down the bowl and rushed into the washroom and vomited everything out. And just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes. I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really didn't mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out ofthe house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs. For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at the low point in my life. Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible, you should go and see a doctor."

The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant. Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day? At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there.It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart. I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab.

At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!",and to have him lift me up and spin me round in circles of joy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight? Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket.

That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.

The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now inthe hospital." I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby,mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless.I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral, hubby did say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people.

That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby an after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her... I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if Ihad not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if... In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink ofmy mouth just fell back in. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though noneof these events happening had been my fault at all. Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the dayswent by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl I didn't know sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant.After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. Hestared back at me, challenging me. I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me.

That night, he did not come home, he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me. Following mother's death so did our love for each other. He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff.I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him had vanished. I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not. I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.

One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it.In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him,removed my hat and said: "You wait for a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine. As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there.

After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pull the paper towards me. Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him. "LD, you are pregnant?" Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now."

He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me. I had really originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scares in each other's heart. For me, its unintentional; for him, totally intentional.

I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated. Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him.

From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room.

At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time; I cared for him and am concerned because there is love, but now, what is there between us? Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing all the way till baby was born. Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and gags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions.

He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing, but none of that matters to me anymore.

It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, it is like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brown, throughout the journey to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did? He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in, his warm eyes caused me to managed a smile at him despite my contraction pain.

Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son, and me, his eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor. I cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his. I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment. Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when did he first discover he had cancer? Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral."

I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me. Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son:

"Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now.... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddy now no long has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion...

Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you throughout your life journey. And to be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..."

From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:

"My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby... My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me... These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging..."

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..." He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and sound of the shutter rang thought the air as tears slowly rolled down my face...

A fatal misunderstanding and the person who love me the most in this world is gone forever.

Monday, September 20, 2004

Monday Oh Monday!

It was raining heavily when I woke up...Quickly closed all the windows so tat the rain wont be pouring in... Today I made scramble egg for my bfast...As usual I will logged in to my PC to check emails & chat with the rest...

Was thinking on wat to cook for today then suddenly MIL called asking me to meet her as she needs to pass me the daging cincang tat FIL bought tis morning.. So I went down to meet MIL.. Was surprised tat she had 2 dishes with her to be given to me.. Usually she will not cook on Monday and ate whatever was left on Sunday... But apparently yesterday SIL did not cook anything due to the majlis tahlil at late-aunty's place... MIL cooked Sambal Udang + Sotong & Sup Sayur...

At around 1.30pm, I watched Hingga Hujung Nyawa VCD....A very sad story indeed & made me cry emotionally.. ;) .. Tot of taking a nap after watching the vcd but my eyes cudn't shut so went in to the chatroom... At abt 5.40pm, I fried chicken wings for hubbie & then I dozed off on my sofa.. Was having a slight headache & my tummy seems tite... I cud feel my tummy growing bigger than yesterday...

Hubbie came home and served him dinner....Watched the Chinese Drama then had my bath...
Now I'm gonna watch the 2nd last episode of The Ties That Bind @ Ch8... Byee!!

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Tiring Sunday!

Hubbie decided to go JB in the morning as his bike's petrol is running low... So we set off around 9.45am... Causeway was a bit pack for the motobike but a massive jam for cars.. Phew! First stop was the Money Changer..Den off to buy DVDs... I got myself Hingga Hujung Nyawa & Bicara Hati VCDs... As I'm an avid fan of Erra & Yusry, I grab the original VCD of Hingga Hujung Nyawa.. :D .. Next stop, Shell Petrol Station...After topping up, we went to top up our stomach at one of the roti canai shop...After our tummies have been filled up with food, we set off back to Spore..Before tat stop by to buy my magazines... Once we reached Woodlands Checkpoint, there was a heavy downpour... After the custom had checked our passports, we covered ourselves with raincoats and off we went to the Clearance Checkpoint... The police officer was too kind to let us stop and "ransacked" our box... He let us go just like tat... Well, anyway nuthing to check wat..hehe.. No eggs!! :p

Reached home around 12.10pm... Had our shower again and waited for Zohor prayer den off to Bedok Reservoir for hubbie's late aunty's 100 days tahlil...Menu for the day is Chicken Rice with lotsa kuihs...Around 5pm, all of us took our leaves...Went to MIL's place as hubbie's braders, sister, sister-in-laws, nieces & nephew gathered for the 2nd time for the day...

At about 8.40pm we went back home..I'm really2 tired... Hubbie fixed a simple dinner.. I had egg with bread & some nuggets with my Anmum milk... *burp* ... Now I'm gonna iron hubbie's clothes den off to sleep.... Body all aching liao!! See ya guys again!! byeee!!!!!!!!

Some peektures of hubbie's cuzzin's chubby daughter, Thirah...

Saturday, September 18, 2004


Just tis morning when I was preparing baked beans for our bfast, I was like murmuring to myself & hubbie..If we got eggs then it makes the baked beans more delicious... Sadly no egg in the fridge anymore...So we have to live w/o it for the time being...

About an hr after our bfast, MIL called informing me tat she's at NTUC SPC...Asking me whether I want eggs????? As she's buying more than $10 worth of stuff, she can get 2 packets of 12 eggs cost $5.10 per pack...I was overjoyed upon hearing tat!! I tot MIL wanted to get the eggs for herself as she has to sell kuihs everyday but MIL told me tat she had enuff of egss actually... So she will buy for me 2 packs!! Wow!!! Soon, MIL called again asking me or hubbie to meet her under the void deck near her place to collect the eggs... Hubbie went over... Hubbie came home with a NTUC bag of eggs... When I saw the eggs, I cudn't believe my eyes!! I get to eat EGGS!! yeshh!! Australian eggs some more!! hahaha.. And it's BIG!! Out of my ghairah-ness
I took the peektures of the eggs!! hahaha

My eggs happily stacked inside the fridge!!

The Australian made eggs!

Okay enuff abt eggs...hehe.. Now I'm getting ready to go over to my hubbie's fren's place in Sengkang.. They are having a cukur rambut for their new born daughter... After tat we'll be meeting kissy & hir at Bugis.. And I will dragged them to go Tong Seng Coffeeshop for our dinner.. Mahd, I guess U remind me of the nice & hot Seafood Soup Noodle there! hehe..
Shall stop here.... Have a nice weekend!! tata!!!

Friday, September 17, 2004

Yay! It's Friday!

It's Friday!! Yippie!! Today I just lazed around as didn't have to do anything except for my laundry.. No need to cook... :) Spent my time in the net & watching TV.. Hubbie came home with Prawn Wrappers...Hmmm..I like the Prawn dip better than the Burger...

After maghrib prayers, we headed off to Klopez's house...Hubbie has to fix her new wireless router plus the Maxonline 3000...Fuiyooo!!!! While hubbie & Nahar busy with the stuff, me & Klopez busy with our chit chatting..hehe..

Then at 9.30pm, we watched Azura with Klopez's mum.. Too many critics came out from our mouth..haha.. So Kental one!! Managed to catch the last bit of the Chinese Drama... Then continue to watch Azura from Klopez's room...Both of us were on the bed with comforter on us.. Like we wanna sleep like tat...hehe..Hubbie busy with the PC & router...

We actually left Klopez's house around 12.05am.. Went to Al Ameen to tapau our so called dinner cum supper... Then head back home... Time check: 1.15am... Oops..better turn in now.. Byee guys!! Have a super duper great weekend!!

p/s: I backdate tis entry actually... ;)

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Sly the cute Beng!

Am so happy tat the cute Ah beng get to go into the Top 12 for the Singapore Idol!! Wohooo!! Sylvester, u did it!! hehe.. I tink his smile really melted S'pore voters' heart!! hehe

Now let's look forward to see the next elimination round for the S'pore Idol!! :)

Back with Cheerful Self!

Surprised?? An early update? hehe..Suddenly I got the urged to update lah!! hehe.. Oh no..the weather is good to cuddle yur bolster & bantal buchuk on yur confortable bed!! I tot of doing so but have to go Bedok lah... Remember today is Thursday? Thursday meaning my getaway to Bedok Home..hehe... Before tat I tot of going the New Giant at Bedok Central den to Bedok Library...

Oh ya..I heard from her tat McDonald has a new menu, Prawn Wrapper.... Hmmm..dunno whether is it nice..Now waiting for the verdict by her after she finishes her lunch later... Tot of getting one later...

Dad just called me telling me tat he bought a Sony Ericsson K700i yesterday..Wahh sehh...he got a Nokia 6220 hp den now switch to Sony u got pren liao!! hehehehe... Tat 6220 dad gave it to mum...See even my mum get to use a so called new model Nokia hp.. *grin*

Well, it seems tat rains get heavier now...Gosh! I wonder wat time can I get to move my butt off from tis house....Mum's Nasi Ayam waiting for me too... *slurpz* stop here! Have a great wet day today!! Papai!!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Feeling not so good!

Hmmm....It seems tat I didn't have any mood to update anything... Till tomoro... Bye!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Bored Tuesday!

Woke up early today....Tot of getting nasi lemak at the mamak shop opposite blk but when I went down there's no more left..Only jemput2 pisang.. It's only 8.15am but no more nasi lemak..iskk.. So i just bought 3 jemput2 & Berita Harian....

Had my jemput2 & milk while reading the BH... Suddenly around 9am, I felt so sleepy... So took a nap but cud not really sleep...Switched on my PC & started by daily routine in the net...

MIL called asking to meet her downstairs as she's giving lauk for today... Meaning no cooking for today.. :D She gave Rendang Ayam & fried veggies...I ate my lunch at 2.45pm...

Didn't do anything much today... It seems times is very very slow today... Watched TV till hubbie came home.. Had our dinner while watching the Chinese Drama...

Oops!! My brain suddenly jammed...till then.... Byee!!

Monday, September 13, 2004

More cravings!

I woke up late again today as I was unable to sleep well the nite before... Every nite before I lie down, I will ask myself whether can I sleep tonite? iskk...It was so infuriating thinking of it..
Had hashbrown, hotdog & fresh milk for my bfast..At the same time, I logon to my email to check my usual the gurlz flood my mailbox..hehe.. Chatted with them for awhile before I began to rest again....Read up my story book...

I'm at my wits end on wat to cook today...My mind just cudn't tink of any dish... When asked hubbie, he himself didn't know wat to eat... hmmm.... Suddenly the tot of mutton chop really makes me drool..hahaha... Another craving in the list... Told hubbie abt it and he said tat he will tapau back for me once he finished werk.. He will buy dinner at Haig Rd... Phew! Today my kitchen no berasap one! hehe...

Hubbie came home with my mutton chop, fried chicken rice for him and 2 pieces of popiah.. I was real hungry when I look at my mutton chop.>What's more I saw an egg there...Wow! Cam dah berzaman gue tak makan telor...hehehehe... I finished up the egg within seconds...hehe

After dinner, I continued watching the 7pm Chinese Drama... Took my bath & did my prayers... Now I just finished ironing hubbie's clothes and folding the dried clothes.... I'm gasping for air now.. feeling tired oredy...

Well better stop my stomach feel so tight..aiseyman... Bye guys!

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Let's do our bit!

I was so touched upon watching the President Star Charity..Seeing those unfortunate ones really breaks my heart... I cried! I asked hubbie's permission to dial the donation number.. At least we can do a bit on our part altho' the amount is not huge...

Today is another Sunday tat we occupied ourselves at home.. Went over to PIL's hse for lunch and at the same time collect my Hari Raya Bajus...Lepak there for few hrs before we went back home.. At home, I slept for 2 hrs as my body suddenly feels so tired & furthermore I had a slight flu.. Luckily after I woke up, the flu has gone!

This coming week gonna be my 14th weeks of pregnancy....How time flies!! I'm now waiting forward excitedly to my 4 mths & 5th mths... :)

Stop here for now..Wanna continue MSN-ing with kissy & Kak Mah... Have a great brand new week ahead of you guys! Tata!

A big Congratulation to Mahd & fiance for yur engagement!! Semoga berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin..Insya Allah!

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Chilli Crab Talk

Today we just lazed around at home watching TV & surfing the net....In the morning, hubbie's fren came over to our place to discuss about saving plan for & life insurance our baby.. Yeah! U guys tink it's too soon rite?? hehe.. But we wanted to prepare early... It's not kiasu or what lah.. but we wanted to set aside a sum of money to insure our baby once he/she born and save for his/her education in future... Bak pepatah, Sediakan payung sebelum hujan... :D

I cooked Fried Bee Hoon and chicken...It lasted us till our lunch and tea time...hehe.. Around 6 plus, we went over to PIL's place where my eldest BIL and family came over... After magrib, me & hubbie headed to Chai Chee Restaurant at Changi Rd to meet my family.. We had our seafood dinner there courtesy of my dad... :) As dad knows tat I'm craving for chilli crab, he ordered for me.. Just me alone...hahaha... Ordered sooo many dishes... We had Kankong Belacan, Kerapu Sweet Sour, Char Kway Sotong, Udang Butter, Hotplate Beancurd, Fried Squid, Fried Beef with Dried Chilli & Seafood Fried Rice...We ate till our stomach are really full.. Fuhh! What a dinner spread!!

My super craving dish! Chilli Crab!!

Butter Prawns

Sweet & Sour Kerapu

Some of the dishes

We headed home after dinner as it was already 9.45pm... Me & hubbie went back to PIL's place to continue our chatting and jokes session with the rest...This time my SIL & family had reached PIL's place...MIL told me tat tomoro FIL gonna take our Hari Raya Baju which our aunt had brought back from Malacca... Wow! I just can't wait to see them.. But dunno if I can fit on them during hari raya with my tummy bulging... *wonder*

Went home at 11.30pm.... So sleepy oredy...Stomach so fulled and it's time to sleep!! hehe... Byee guys! Have a great weekend!!

Friday, September 10, 2004

Broadband Talk

Yesh! Finally today's Friday! Weekend is here!!! My lazy mood is here! I spent my time lazing around & at one point I was really bored so I decided to watch my Wedding VCD... hehe.. Terkenang kembali detik2 manis menjadi isteri...wahahahahah... Tersenyum sendiri gue!! hehe

At 5.15pm, hubbie fetched me downstairs and we headed to Tampines Mall.. Went over to McDonald and grab some bites while waiting for Klopez..She's gonna subscribe Maxonline and need hubbie to be her advisor..hehe... Klopez came and we then met her mum & sis in front of Starhub Shop... After some enquiries, Klopez decided to subscribe Maxonline 3000..Fuiyooo! Kencang sehh!! Kalahkan kita semua beb!! hehe... But it was a good bargain.. Free modem, wireless router & Wireless USB Adapter... Per month is $67.80 (usual is $78.60).. But she has to collect her router next Friday at Funan.. So hubbie can only install for her next Friday.. So Klopez, wait hOr... Now no more teet toot teet toot...heheheheheheh....

After tat all of us went California Dip for our dinner... It's halal now... I ordered Midjoint Spaghetti & hubbie ate Beef Sauce Hotdog... whereas Klopez as Fillet Spaghetti, her sis ate Midjoint Spaghetti too and her mum ate mini pizza... The cashier really made a blunder in the charges and we had to re-count our orders several times... leceh one...

After dinner we went jalan2 for awhile..hubbie tot of going to Hello Shop at Century Square but when we reached there, it was already closed... We then make a move while Klopez & family went to NTUC to look for egg..hehe...

Reached home at 9.45pm...Took my bath and now I'm going to watch TV... Have an enjoyable weekend.... Tata!!

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Happy 55th Besday Dad!!!

Today I went to my parent's place early as mum asked me to cook pizza... Before tat I went over to bedok Library to return & borrow some books for my reading pleasure... Reached over at my 2nd home, I didn't really do the pizza first as I was too tired to start it.. So I lazed around & also chatted at ewah2... :D

At around 5pm, my sis & I went over to Bedok Central to get a besday cake from Prima Deli for dad....Reached home, I quickly make the pizza..Altogether 6 round pieces... On top of tat mum cooked Macaroni Soup...

Initially dad didn't want to cut the cake & pose for a picture but we insist!!! So he had no choice but to pose with the besday cake in front of the camera... hehe...

Dad gonna give us a seafood treat at Chai Chee Seafood Rest where I can eat my chilli crab there.. Yeshhh!! Dad told me tat I can order chilli crab to ease my craving... *wink* Can't wait for it!! hehe... Saturday is the day!!! :D

Reached home around 9.45pm... Continue to watch DIA....Alamak!! My blood really goes upstairs ah!!! I tink my blood pressure really shoot up upon seeing tat vicious Fifi!! Arghh!! But kinda sad abt the ending cos it hanged there.... What I know from Mahd, in Indonesia, DIA Sinetron is a long episode...It shows how Dwi & Eka grow till teenagers...Hopefully there will be Dia II....

Enuff of tat else, my blood wont simmer down..hehe...I tink I better turn in early cos I did not get to sleep back after waking up early morning... But today I get to see the The Royal Wedding of His Royal Highness Prince Haji Al-Muhtadee Billah, the Crown Prince of Brunei Darussalam and Dayangku Sarah binti Pengiran Salleh Ab Rahaman live at CNA... Lucky him to get such a young & pretty wife...hehe

Have a great T.G.I.F tomoro guys!! Byee!!

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Oh yeah! It's Midweek!

Today I am in my energetic mood to cook.... So upon hearing my sis will be coming to my place after her Chemistry Remedial, I started to cook early.... Today menu : Ikan Bawal Sweet Sour, Sambal Tumis Udang, Kacang panjang + bende goreng & ayam goreng... Ate my lunch after tat.... My sis came over at around 2 plus...

I tried to take a nap for awhile but my eyes just cudn't closed... So what else, I sat in front of my PC and chatted with the rest...

Dad called up saying tat he will be dropping by after werk...Hubbie went for his haircut after werk... Dad came with 2 bottles of Pokka Peach Tea & 1 bottle of Just Tea (Peach flavor).. Layed out dinner for dad & sis... Tot of waiting hubbie but surely he will be back late.... Hubbie then came back around 8.10pm....Served him dinner while I continue watching tv with dad & sis..

They went back around 8.45pm.... Tomoro I'll be going over to Bedok.. Mum asked me to make pizza as she had buy all the ingredients.... And what's more tomoro is DAD's 55th Besday!! me, hubbie, my sis & my bro decided to do a mini celebration... So I will be back hopefully with pictures of the celebration... Papai!!!

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Lazy Me

Today I spent my time lazing around on my bed.. I guess my body needs more rest... While reading, I fell asleep in the afternoon.. Luckily today I dunt have to cook as MIL had given us Kari Ikan & Sambal Ikan Bilis plus Kacang Tanah plus Kentang...

Hubbie came back around 6.40pm...Served him dinner..Not forgetting samosa..He insisted to eat samosa with rice..hehe.. Now my samosa left a few pieces lah after giving some to MIL & frying some for my bfast..Need to "top up" again next week.. :)

Now waiting to watch 9pm Chinese Drama and followed with the 80an Gerek... Oh yesh! Tomoro is Wednesday...Weekend is approaching soon... yay!! Bye for now!! :)

Monday, September 06, 2004

Samosa Time!

Luckily today when I woke up, my fever has subside & my headache had gone away... Yesterday nite I was having fever..Whole body seemed hot & body aching all over...Plus the terrible headache..Gosh!! Luckily my dear hubbie helped me by massaging my head & neck....

Today I just cook fried kway teow & fried chicken... Then in the evening, I prepared my samosa ingredients...My first time trying to make my mum's samosa...This samosa's recipe was passed down my my paternal grandma to my mum.. It's our family all time feveret kuih whenever there's a family gathering... So I intend to do and keep it in the freezer so as and when we want to eat it, we just fry it... Hubbie also lurve this samosa... :)

Hubbie came home around 6.50pm while I'm still in a midst of preparing the ingredients... Served hubbie's dinner then I continued frying it and at the same time watching the 7pm Chinese Drama...After finished frying the ingredients, I set all the stuff tat needed to make the samosa at our coffee table as I wanted to continue watching the Chinese Drama.. Hubbie tried to assist me but at last he gave up cos he just cudn't get it right when folding the triangular samosa.. hehe....Cian dia.... Well, I took nearly 2 hrs folding the samosa...

The stuff needed to make a samosa

This is the way to put in the ingredient before it's being fold completely

Hubbie trying his luck in folding the samosa skin

"Ermm..Do I fold it tis way?"

The end product

I've already fried 10 pieces of samosa...each of us took 5 pieces...Verdict = Taste like mummy's samosa..I passed!!!

Now my backache is here liao..I guess I stand too long just now when I'm in the kitchen... Gotta get hubbie to massage my back...Kay lah gotta go! Papai!!!

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Aching Sunday!

Woke up with whole of my body aching...Actually I was too lazy to get out of my bed but was forced to....MIL had called earlier to come over to her hse as SIL cooked Mee Soto today... I took my bath & then waited for hubbie to finish his... Went over around 11.30am... Took our bfast cum lunch... Lepak there for awhile before we went back home again...

Today our mission is to clean up the kitchen plus the kitchen cabinets...Changed the anti roaches sheets @ every shelves & re-arrange stuffs inside it...Luckily hubbie's niece, Aqilah, helped us, else my body surely ache more... After finished the spring cleaning, I rested for awhile before hubbie suggested tat we watched 13 going 30 DVD which we bought at Batam yesterday.. The story is okay..funny...and Jeniffer Garner is sweet too....

After our magrib prayers, we headed to Bedok Reservoir Shing Shiong for groceries shopping spree....Bought qute a lot of things...Luckily our bike box can accomodate all the stuff...hehe..
Went back home & I started to unpack the groceries bags...Had my nite bath & here I am updating this entry...

I've to stop here cos headache is here...Need to rest for the day...So tired...tomoro is Monday & another brand new week...Hope u guys have a great week ahead!! Tata!!

Saturday, September 04, 2004

A Day Trip to Batam

Gosh...I slept for only 3 hrs... I got myself irritated tat I cudn't sleep the whole nite till 3.30am in the morning.. help!! It feels so frustrated when u can't sleep but u know tat you are damn sleepy.. Arghhhhh!!! Boy!! I was so worried tat I will be worned out once I reached Batam...

Anyway I woke up at around 6.30am..Mum called me at 6.15am where I just get to close my eyes for nearly 3 hrs... Morning call from her..aiyohh....I had set my alarm clock anyway.. Sleep for a few minutes den woke up again... Luckily I had ironed both our clothes yesterday nite.. Took my warm bath den woke hubbie up... At tat point I was still sleepy lah... We went out at 7.35am..Took our bike and zoomed to WTC...Parked our bike at the hawer ctr opposite WTC and proceed to meet my parents, sis, aunty & uncle at Delifrance in WTC..Too bad kissy cudn't join us as she's having a bad flu.. Dad told me tat next time when we go Batam, we will bring kissy along.. hehe...After collecting all our passports, dad went to buy the 9.10am ferry ticket...Me & my sis went to grab some hashbrowns and muffin at McD... Then we boarded the ferry...

Reached Batam at around 10.30pm...It was packed with S'poreans...Wah lau!! Den the Batam immigration only open 3 counters....Damn sloww! Changed our money to RUPIAH!! Berjuta-juta ribu rupiah... Kaya! Kaya! Kaya!! hahahaha... Tot of having bfast at the ferry terminal itself but dad told us tat we better proceed to Martha Tilaar to have our haircut session there first so as not to waste time... Went to Penuin Top 100 by cab... Both me & mum had our haircut, sis had her hair trimmed & hubbie had creambath for his hair... Renewed our membership there...But dunno when I will come back for their SPA again... Perhaps wait till my delivery over...hehe..

We had lunch at Top 100..Had seafood lunch...Had lotsa dishes..including Kepiting Goreng(soft crab shell), Cereal Prawn, Hotplate Beancurd, Kangkong Belachan, Taugeh Ikan Asin, Sapi Merica & Nasi Goreng... After tat we went for our shopping trip at the Top 100 Supermarket... Guess what!! I finally get my Qoo Peach!!! But tis one is in a bottle.. But who cares!! As long as I get to drink it... Hubbie is the one who spotted it.. Thanks dear!! hehe... Bought 2 bottles (asal dapat hapuskan kempunan gue dah cukup..hehe)..

Then we took cab to Robinson where I bought 3 pairs of maternity blouse, 2 pairs of maternity pants & 1 maternity overall... I was soooo tempted to buy more cos the design there was sooo niceee... & what's more it's Cheap!!! Real cheap!! Mission accomplished!! hehe.. Then me, hubbie & sis sat at KFC while waiting for the older adults to do their shoppings around the area... I'm too tired to follow lah..Hubbie oso sooo sleepy..hehe...

Then took cab down to Batam Centre Matahari where we didn;t buy much things except hubbie bought his DVDs & PS2 games...Anyway I bought SLAM Karaoke VCD... Powerr!! Lurve their songs!! After jalan2 at Matahari, we went over to Galeria...Nuthing much to shop den off we went back to the Ferry Terminal where we had our dinner there..had their Mee Bakso.. Nicee!!

Boarded the 8pm ferry back to S'pore...Both me & hubbie knocked out in the ferry... Very very tired...hehe... Reached S'pore immigration at 9.15pm....I saw my fren, Rozita who happened to be in her afternoon shift... talked for awhile den went off... Dad, mum, sis, Cik Milah & cik Man took MRT back while we went to collect our bike at the hawker ctr carpark and off we zoomed back home.. Yesh! Finally home sweet home!!

Now my whole body is aching... I need my good sleep today... So shall stop here.... Enjoy yur Sunday guys!! Tata!!

Friday, September 03, 2004

Yay! It's Friday!

Today didn't do much things at home...Chatting, surfing & reading as usual...At around 5pm, I met hubbie at his werk place, SPC before proceeding to Onan Rd to buy some karipap again.. hehe...Then zoom to Somerset where we will be meeting kissy at PUB Food court for our dinner....I had tasteless Chicken Hor Fun... :(

Then we proceed down to McDonald Centrepoint to wait for hir & shanah... Hubbie & hir wanted to test out the Wireless Hot Spot there...Too bad the connection today was on & off thingy.. Neverthelss, we had fune there... We finally met shanah's ahemz... *wink* Spent time toking and eating.. (eating karipap at McDonald premises..ehehe)

We wrapped up things at 10.30pm where all of us proceed to our home sweet home... Today need to sleep early as we both have to wake up early to meet my parents at the WTC for our trip to Batam..

Have an enjoyable weekend guys... Tata!!!

shanah, me & kissy

Pandang-pandang, jeling-jeling

Onan Road Karipap

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Dum Dum Dee Dee Dum Dum Dee!!

My mouth just cudn't stop mumbling upon watching DIA... Especially the scenes from tat vicious Fifi...GRRRRR!!!! Make my darah go upstairs one.. *mumble* Anyway had been watching Spore Idol & toggling between DIA & the 9pm Chinese Drama..Reached home from my parent's place around 9pm...Without any washing up first, I switched on my TV and was glued to the TV till 11pm... hehe...

Over at my parents' place, ate lotsa stuff... Mum cooked Ladok (indian savoury), udang geragau, papedum & indian ulam called kecumba.. Dad came home with durians...It's been such a long time since I had durians....*got one packet in my fridge now*...Earlier, me & hubbie went Bedok Reservoir Shing Shiong to find eggs as MIL told us tat her fren had bought 4 pkts there in the afternoon..So we search high & low for it till the staff there told us there was none...aiseyman.. But neverthless, our effort of going over to Shing Shiong did not come to a waste...We bought back 6 pieces of Onan Road Karipap... Actually I was just telling my hubbie yesterday nite tat I wanted to eat Onan Rd Karipap...den it liao..There's tis pakcik selling it in front of Shing Shiong... We met Klopez & Nahar there too..They just finished their shopping of prawns & cockles...ehehe..

My partner in crime, kissy, is down with Mr Flu...Nowadays, I heard quite a number of bloggers kena infected by this Mr Flu..soo teruk one...Hope she will get well soon so do the rest of the bloggers who are down with Mr Flu... Drink lotsa water okie...

Okay better turn in now...But I hope I can get to sleep today as for 2 days straight I've been blinking my eyes till late morning as I cudn't sleep at all...I was soo sleepy and tired but sadly my eyes just cudn't shut off... Feel so frustrated...Said some prayers and force myself to sleep... So i just hope tonite will be a better nite for me..

Have an enjoyable Friday tomoro & look forward to yur weekend guys!! Tata!!

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Very the slow day!!

Today it seems tat the day past very slow... iskk...I feel soo bored at home lahh.. Dunno what to do...I finished reading all my books & wondering what can I do next....Besides chatting, bloghopping and surfing for pregnancy articles, I dunno what else I can do...How I wish I can werk now... Is there any home based job tat I can werk with...Aiyoohhh...sian lahhh...

Today I dunt have to cook cos MIL gave Asam Pedas Ikan Tenggiri & Ayam Masak Kicap...
Hubbie is on course at STA today so I cudn't catch him online at the msn..

Watched the 5.30pm Chinese Drama..Hubbie came home around 5.50pm.. Had an early dinner..
Then I was glued in front of the TV watching the 7pm Chinese Drama while folding clothes...At last tomoro is Thursday...meaning I will be going over to my parent's place...Can get to go Bedok Library to return & borrow some books...So I guess from today till Sat, my dapur tak berasap nampaknya..hehe..Fri as usual will be hanging out in town day...Sat will be going to Batam with my family....yeah!!

Ok ok..stop here for now...Need to watch the 9pm Chinese Drama...gosh..I guess now I'm back to my old-self where I was addicted to Chinese Drama serials... hehe... At least there's some drama to look forward rather than the boring Suria... ;)

Have an enjoyable Thursday guys!! Byeeeeee!!!!!!!!